Well, I can't believe that it is now a year and a week since I started on my chemo journey. I had meant to write this blog during that journey but it wasn't meant to be - I ended up with so little energy that I couldn't even read a book, which is saying something about me!
Then, this was going to be a blog about how great things are one year on, but that is not turning out quite as planned either. Yes, I am back at work full time and putting in my hours but apart from that I am falling back into my pre diagnosis rut. Last year I was full of hope about what I need to do to make the most of my life, but nothing is getting done. I have a holiday booked in the summer with my friends but I am not sure how that is going to go - how am I going to feel comfortable sitting around a pool for a week, with having put on so much weight in the last 18 months??!! I've at least got to face up to the fact that it wasn't the steroids that did this to me and accept that it was me that did this to me!!
I've signed up for the gym again and to the BMF classes, but haven't done either since November! I have to find that motivation again and get off my but!!
Right, time to do something with my day and then try and do something with the next day and the next
bye for now
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